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TO MY DIRTY FAMILY AND EVERYONE:

I don’t really know what to say here. I don’t think many are going to bother with reading it. So I guess I’ll start with saying this:

My time here has come to an end.

Lord knows I loved being here; I loved everyone here in this family, even if we didn’t talk so much or at all, or even if we talked on the daily. When I first embarked on this journey my intention were to never start an RP. I just got the idea for this from Super Junior Naughty blog. I saw some fans taking well to that concept, so I thought, “I wonder how people would take to a dirty Tabi type thing?” Needless to say some of you all know it took very well with people; some of you were my first fans. So here I was a few weeks later, Dirty Seunghyun, making my fans happier than happy, and I was okay with that. I was more than okay with that seeing as I didn’t think I was going to get anyone in the first place, but before I knew it, I had a partner in crime, my Dirty Jiyong, and more fans began to flock to us. Then Seungri and Youngbae showed up, followed by the 2NE1 girls. Then DBSK and SHINee. That’s when we really began to take off, I think.

I, well Jiyong and I had no intention of making this into an RP, but with as many people that began to show up, we figured that we should come together as a community, and that’s is when all the rules came into play. I love how together we were back then. We all talked things out and we were all cordial with each other. Scratch that, we acted like a real family. We all were there for one another, we could approach whoever we wanted to, and when we got new people in the family, we would welcome them with open arms. I think we are far from that now.

I can admit that there were a lot of things that Jiyong as well as myself could have handled better in the past. A lot of situations we could have handled better than we did. I feel that our downfall started when we eliminated the ‘No Relationships’ rule. With the original concept that was in place we probably should have let that rule stay in place for all the reasons in the world. But anyone who knows me knows how honest and straight forward I will be, and I’m just going to say, I don’t regret taking that rule down because if it weren’t for that I wouldn’t have found the love of my life, IC and OOC. I know some of you might see that as selfish, and maybe it is, but I said I would be honest and I’m doing exactly that.

I feel as if we’re working towards a goal that’s unattainable here in the family. We say that we want it back to the way it was, but, to be blunt, it’s not going to get back to how we were; we can’t. We will probably never be as close knit as we once were before. I’m not knocking anyone who is trying their hardest to make a difference, more power to you. All I’m saying is that getting back to where we were shouldn’t be the main goal to making changes here, it should have been moving forward…making completely new changes different from the past. Even if you have to completely revamp the RP; give it a new name, a theme with a plot, whatever. At this point with the reputation that I know for a fact that has been harvest here, that might be just what this place needs for a complete change. 

Some of you know by now that I stepped down as admin a month ago because I couldn’t handle the pressure (and if you you didn’t know, well…surprise!) anymore. Now I need to go, because I can no longer stand to see the place that I loved go down…I can’t stand to see people who were here for the longest, even if I wasn’t on the best of terms with them, leave. It hurts me to my heart to do this, but I cannot take the pain that this place now literally gives me on the daily. RPing used to be fun to me, but now the longer I try to stay here, it’s becoming a burden. So I’m starting over elsewhere. I love you all so much and it pains me to just leave like this but I have to keep my heart in tact. All I can say is thank you so much for the wonderful times I’ve had here, Dirty Family and fans alike. You might have ill feelings for me after reading this but however you choose to think of me is completely your choice. This is something I have to do for me. I want to happy again RPing, surely you all can understand that.

Soon I’ll be abandoning this account, but I won’t deactivate it; there are too many memories here that I want to keep. I’ll be joining the anon world as Dirty-Seunghyun-Anon, and you’ll be able to reach me there as well as dirty_tabi_anon@hotmail.com. I don’t want to lose any of the friends I’ve made here at all.

Before I end this letter to everyone, I just want to say that, you all have made me so, so happy being here…this place was honestly my escape from everything reality wise and I’ve made some of my best friends being here…I loved being an admin while I held that title…and it’s hurting so bad to write this because I’m too attached to this place to just let it go…just like that. 

I…just thank you everyone, for making my experience here a pleasant one while it lasted.

I won’t say goodbye…I’ll just say I hope to see you soon. 

『 2 years ago • May 15,2012 』
tagged #Reposting because tumblr's an ass >>
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Wow, Fantastic Baby.: TO MY DIRTY FAMILY AND EVERYONE:

dirty-seunghyun:

I don’t really know what to say here. I don’t think many are going to bother with reading it. So I guess I’ll start with saying this:

My time here has come to an end.

Lord knows I loved being here; I loved everyone here in this family, even if we didn’t talk so much or at all, or even if we…

『 2 years ago • May 15,2012 』 via dirty-seunghyun (source dirty-seunghyun)
tagged #dirty kpop #dirty family #I love you all more than myself.
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『 2 years ago • May 15,2012 』
tagged #leaving for sure. #official post to come later today.
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TO MY DIRTY FAMILY AND EVERYONE:

I don’t really know what to say here. I don’t think many are going to bother with reading it. So I guess I’ll start with saying this:

My time here has come to an end.

Lord knows I loved being here; I loved everyone here in this family, even if we didn’t talk so much or at all, or even if we talked on the daily. When I first embarked on this journey my intention were to never start an RP. I just got the idea for this from Super Junior Naughty blog. I saw some fans taking well to that concept, so I thought, “I wonder how people would take to a dirty Tabi type thing?” Needless to say some of you all know it took very well with people; some of you were my first fans. So here I was a few weeks later, Dirty Seunghyun, making my fans happier than happy, and I was okay with that. I was more than okay with that seeing as I didn’t think I was going to get anyone in the first place, but before I knew it, I had a partner in crime, my Dirty Jiyong, and more fans began to flock to us. Then Seungri and Youngbae showed up, followed by the 2NE1 girls. Then DBSK and SHINee. That’s when we really began to take off, I think.

I, well Jiyong and I had no intention of making this into an RP, but with as many people that began to show up, we figured that we should come together as a community, and that’s is when all the rules came into play. I love how together we were back then. We all talked things out and we were all cordial with each other. Scratch that, we acted like a real family. We all were there for one another, we could approach whoever we wanted to, and when we got new people in the family, we would welcome them with open arms. I think we are far from that now.

I can admit that there were a lot of things that Jiyong as well as myself could have handled better in the past. A lot of situations we could have handled better than we did. I feel that our downfall started when we eliminated the ‘No Relationships’ rule. With the original concept that was in place we probably should have let that rule stay in place for all the reasons in the world. But anyone who knows me knows how honest and straight forward I will be, and I’m just going to say, I don’t regret taking that rule down because if it weren’t for that I wouldn’t have found the love of my life, IC and OOC. I know some of you might see that as selfish, and maybe it is, but I said I would be honest and I’m doing exactly that.

I feel as if we’re working towards a goal that’s unattainable here in the family. We say that we want it back to the way it was, but, to be blunt, it’s not going to get back to how we were; we can’t. We will probably never be as close knit as we once were before. I’m not knocking anyone who is trying their hardest to make a difference, more power to you. All I’m saying is that getting back to where we were shouldn’t be the main goal to making changes here, it should have been moving forward…making completely new changes different from the past. Even if you have to completely revamp the RP; give it a new name, a theme with a plot, whatever. At this point with the reputation that I know for a fact that has been harvest here, that might be just what this place needs for a complete change. 

Some of you know by now that I stepped down as admin a month ago because I couldn’t handle the pressure (and if you you didn’t know, well…surprise!) anymore. Now I need to go, because I can no longer stand to see the place that I loved go down…I can’t stand to see people who were here for the longest, even if I wasn’t on the best of terms with them, leave. It hurts me to my heart to do this, but I cannot take the pain that this place now literally gives me on the daily. RPing used to be fun to me, but now the longer I try to stay here, it’s becoming a burden. So I’m starting over elsewhere. I love you all so much and it pains me to just leave like this but I have to keep my heart in tact. All I can say is thank you so much for the wonderful times I’ve had here, Dirty Family and fans alike. You might have ill feelings for me after reading this but however you choose to think of me is completely your choice. This is something I have to do for me. I want to happy again RPing, surely you all can understand that.

Soon I’ll be abandoning this account, but I won’t deactivate it; there are too many memories here that I want to keep. I’ll be joining the anon world as Dirty-Seunghyun-Anon, and you’ll be able to reach me there as well as dirty_tabi_anon@hotmail.com. I don’t want to lose any of the friends I’ve made here at all.

Before I end this letter to everyone, I just want to say that, you all have made me so, so happy being here…this place was honestly my escape from everything reality wise and I’ve made some of my best friends being here…I loved being an admin while I held that title…and it’s hurting so bad to write this because I’m too attached to this place to just let it go…just like that. 

I…just thank you everyone, for making my experience here a pleasant one while it lasted.

I won’t say goodbye…I’ll just say I hope to see you soon. 

『 2 years ago • May 15,2012 』
tagged #dirty kpop #dirty family #I love you all more than myself.
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『 2 years ago • May 15,2012 』
tagged #-sighs- #Every rose #Has its thorn.
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Seungiestars.: For the millionth time people..

dirty-jiyong:

WE DID NOT MEAN TO START AN RP
it was seunghyun and I alone, dicking around with fans. Then more people starting making pages, so we figured we needed a directory. And as soon the directory came up, the rules were made.
At NO time did either Seunghyun or I go “oh, let’s start…

『 2 years ago • May 15,2012 』 via dirty-hyunseung-deactivated2012 (source dirty-jiyong)
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dirty-jonghyun:

actually, I was here after day one, and I can tell you that these rules weren’t here when I was.

and, it wasn’t out of line. Gd seems to think that because his name doesn’t have “co admin” next to it that gives him  some unalienable right to be an ass to people when he’s upset. I know this because I am an ass to people when IM upset and we’re so alike its like, painful for me to admit. He’s threatening to take the admin blog down because people are disagreeing with him. This wasn’t a joint decision among the rest of the admins, it was him. being an ass because he’s upset, as usual. I know being an admin is hard work. and I’m not saying take away the rules all together. I said, these new ones aren’t working, maybe you should take the time to rethink them and try for some that everyone else might like.

as opposed to what everything likes to think, the admins have no control over what we post. we listen to their rules because we’re nice, and we don’t want everyone to think we’re assholes because we don’t follow them. But I’ll continue to call him out whenever he’s acting like an immature brat on a power trip who’s not getting what he wants, and threatens to take down the admin blog (which this would be the third time, i think) because I have that right, as someone who helped establish the first set of rules. I have that right as someone with a brain in my head, and the ability to realize temper tantrums like that wont help solve anything. Just because GD doesn’t get what he wants doesn’t mean he gets to say no one can have what they want, either. its immature, and I stand by my much shorter first comment.

He didn’t want to take down the directory, I did. I made mention of that to him, and if it weren’t for that he wouldn’t have brought it up. My reasons for wanting to close it are different from what you might think.

(Source: dirty-jiyong)

『 2 years ago • May 15,2012 』 via wishyounew (source dirty-jiyong)
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gdtopworld:

GTOP things *__*

『 2 years ago • May 14,2012 』 via im-captain-g (source gdtopworld)
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『 2 years ago • May 14,2012 』 via mooseandpeaches (source )